Is productivity really the important thing?

The older I get the more sceptical I become when it comes to achievement, to productivity. Years later, I know that no matter how hard I tried everything turned out differently. Maybe it's thanks to my faith that God has a PLAN for me and I don't have to produce so much :D I'm curious to know how tired you are of chasing goals and being 100% productive - I've given up, I'm no longer looking for proudctivity, rather the presence of the Father :D love.