Recently, I feel more and more strongly that what I have learned is particularly complicated. This kind of "miscellaneous", like a mess, is entangled in my mind, which makes me often fall into a state of confusion and confusion. Today, I want to calm down and sort out this complicated feeling.
I have always been curious about many fields. Whether it is literature, history, science, art or philosophy, every field is like a mysterious treasure, which exudes unique charm and attracts me to explore. This wide range of hobbies has enabled me to dabble in all kinds of knowledge on the road of learning.
In literature, I read a lot of classic works. From China's ancient poems and songs to modern novels and essays; From western classical literary masterpieces to modern works of various literary schools. I am immersed in the world of words, feeling the thoughts, feelings and life of people in different times and regions. In the process of reading, I seem to travel through time and space, talk to ancient sages and communicate with literary masters. Li Bai's unrestrained and free-spirited, Du Fu's depressed and frustrated, Cao Xueqin's nuance and Tolstoy's profound insight ... Their words, like bright lights, lit up the corners in my heart, giving me a deeper understanding of human nature, society and the world.
However, with the increasing amount of reading, I found myself facing a problem. That is, I seem to know a little about everything, but I am not proficient in anything. I can express some opinions on various literary works, but when asked about a specific literary theory or an in-depth analysis of a writer's creative style, I often feel powerless. I began to realize that although my reading was extensive, it lacked systematicness and depth. I just swam in the ocean of literature at will, without setting a clear route and goal, nor did I dig deep into the treasures of every sea area.
Besides literature, I also have a keen interest in history. I like to explore what happened in the past and understand the development and evolution of human society. From the origin of ancient civilization, to the rise and fall of dynasties, and then to major historical events in modern times, I am eager to learn. I read history books, watch historical documentaries and visit history museums, trying to restore the truth of history from different angles. By studying history, I understand how human society has developed and progressed in constant struggle and change, and I also realize the far-reaching influence of historical events on today's society.
However, the vastness of historical knowledge makes me feel dazzled in the process of learning. The knowledge of politics, economy, culture and military affairs in different historical periods is intertwined and complicated. I often find it difficult to remember a large number of historical events and people, and it is difficult to organically link the historical knowledge of different periods to form a complete knowledge system. This leads me to be unable to make a comprehensive and in-depth analysis when facing some comprehensive historical problems.
In the field of science, I am also full of enthusiasm for exploration. The knowledge of physics, chemistry, biology and other disciplines makes me curious about the mysteries of nature. I study Newton's laws, chemical equations and biological evolution theory, trying to understand the basic laws of the world. However, scientific knowledge is very professional and logical, which requires solid basic knowledge and rigorous thinking ability. In the process of learning, I found that although I can understand some basic concepts and principles, I often feel at a loss when solving practical problems. Moreover, with the deepening of study, the knowledge is becoming more and more difficult, and I need to spend more time and energy to study it, which makes me feel a little overwhelmed.
In addition, I have a strong interest in art and philosophy. I study painting, music, photography and other art forms, trying to express my feelings and understanding of the world through art. At the same time, I also read philosophy books and think about some fundamental issues about life, value and existence. Art and philosophy make me feel the richness and profundity of human spiritual world, but they also make me fall into a deeper confusion. The subjectivity of art and the abstraction of philosophy make it difficult for me to find a clear standard and direction in the process of learning. I often wander between different artistic styles and philosophical views, and I don't know how to choose and judge.
Looking back on my own learning process, I found that the reason why I learned so much was largely due to the lack of clear goals and plans. With a temporary interest and enthusiasm, I dabbled in various fields blindly, without considering my limited time and energy, and without making a reasonable study plan. This disorganized learning method has exposed me to a lot of knowledge in a short time, but it can't really make me master and master any subject.
At the same time, I also realize that I have great problems in my learning methods. I didn't develop good study habits, such as taking notes, summarizing, reviewing regularly, etc. In the process of learning, I simply accept the knowledge, without in-depth thinking and analysis. As a result, the knowledge I have learned is only scattered in my mind, not forming an organic whole, and it is easy to be forgotten.
Faced with this complicated situation, I feel very anxious and confused. I don't know how to choose, whether to continue to dabble in various fields so extensively, or whether to concentrate on a certain direction and study in depth. I'm worried that if I continue to study in such a chaotic way, I will eventually achieve nothing; But if you choose one direction, you are afraid that you will miss the wonderful things in other fields.
After some painful thinking, I gradually realized that extensive dabbling and in-depth learning are not contradictory. Extensive dabbling can broaden my horizons and give me a richer knowledge reserve and a broader way of thinking; In-depth study can make me achieve higher achievements in a certain field and become a professional in this field. The key is that I want to find a balance point and arrange my study time and energy reasonably.
So I decided to make a new study plan. First of all, I want to be clear about my core goals and interests. After careful consideration, I found that I am most interested in literature and history, and there is a close relationship between these two fields. Therefore, I decided to take literature and history as my future in-depth study direction.
In literature, I plan to systematically study the literary theories of China and the West, and deeply study the development and evolution of various literary schools and their representative works. At the same time, I want to strengthen my writing ability and improve my literary creation level through continuous practice. I plan to read a classic literary work every month and write a reading note or review article. In addition, I also signed up for some literary writing courses and community activities, hoping to get guidance and advice from professional teachers and peers.
In terms of history, I will make a detailed study plan, starting from ancient history in chronological order, and gradually learn in-depth knowledge of politics, economy, culture and military affairs in various historical periods. I will read authoritative historical works, watch relevant historical documentaries, and analyze and think in combination with actual historical events. At the same time, I will also try to interpret history from the perspective of literature and explore the internal relationship between history and literature. I plan to write a historical research paper every semester to improve my historical analysis ability and academic level through in-depth research and writing.
On the basis of ensuring in-depth study of literature and history, I will not completely give up studying in other fields. I will use my spare time to selectively read some books in other fields and participate in some related lectures and activities to broaden my horizons. But all this will not affect my study of literature and history.
In order to better implement this study plan, I need to improve my study methods. I will form the good habit of taking notes and record the key contents, my own thoughts and questions in the learning process. Summarize what you have learned regularly and form a knowledge framework for better understanding and memory. At the same time, I will also pay attention to the communication and discussion with others. Through the communication with teachers, classmates and other enthusiasts, I will share each other's learning experiences and broaden my own ideas.
Besides, I need to adjust my mentality. Learning is a long-term process, and it can't be done overnight. In this process, it is inevitable to encounter various difficulties and setbacks. I can't give up because of temporary confusion and anxiety, but I should keep a positive and optimistic attitude and make unremitting efforts. I believe that as long as I have a clear goal, make a reasonable plan and carry it out persistently, I will certainly make progress on the road of learning.
The process of writing this diary is like a self-examination and spiritual dialogue. Through the reflection on my current learning situation, I have more clearly realized my own problems and shortcomings, and also found the way forward. I know that the road to learning in the future is still long and full of challenges, but I no longer feel confused and afraid. I will firmly advance towards my own goal, and strive to work hard in the fields of literature and history, while not forgetting to keep my curiosity and exploration spirit in other fields. I believe that as long as I make unremitting efforts, I will be able to harvest my own treasure in the ocean of knowledge.
Today's reflection has benefited me a lot. I will turn this feeling into practical action and strive to make my study more organized and effective. I look forward to seeing a better and better self in the future.