11/23-A/2080.
Today she looks fine. No abnormalities in her physical checks - heart rate and pulse the most regular they have been in weeks. Slight inflammation to left cheek from yesterday.
Meal was eaten at 14.00 instead of regular time of 13.00. This has seemed to cause no issues of current.
13/23-A/2080.
Seems that the hour adjustment between time of lunch meal has not been adapted to well.
Emma refused to eat and claimed to feel nauseous. This has not happened before so logical signs point to this differentiation. I will report this back to development.
13/23-B/2080
Body restoration from chyro has seemed to be successful. No visible changes to appearance. No visible changes to vital levels since last recorded during 23-A.
I now hand my shift notes over to overseer 02 for the remainder of Emma’s treatments as I transfer to chemical. Remember the eye movement differentiation process is vital to any level of success in our efforts. May SAINT be with you.
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GET OFF OF ME
Do not touch me do not touch me
I would like to scream but you do not let me
When I am out you will be in
in in in in in
And I will look at you through the goggles that your glazed eyes stare at me through
With all of your needles and pincers and pricks
and stab them into your fickle skin like a dot-to-dot and note down how the pitch of every scream sounds as I do it and file the notes away and
SCURRY SCURRY
Send them up and around all of the labs just like you do just like you love to.
bring her back to me. send the only one who listened back
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27/23-B/2080
Disturbing notations above were withdrawn from the telepath graph today at 08.34.
Thought patterns pacify throughout the hours and commonly conclude at around 17.00.
This pattern is not definite and needs to be sustained for several B terms more to ensure accuracy. We must not lose sight of the importance of consistency and accuracy during these trials.
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Thank you for your care.
Thank you for your kind hands and smiles that guide me through my day.
Thank you for the food and the water I am so grateful to have.
I can only hope one day I can repay and reciprocate your kindness and generosity.
For her.
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27/23-B/2080 - continued.
Notation above taken from reading at 10.09.
Fluctuation in pattern needs to be reconsidered. This may take much longer than initially anticipated. Lab is running low on hydro-proxeine with 3000mg left in supply.
We must contact pharmaceutical regarding supply shortage, especially in light of the recent instabilities.
Emma cannot and must not perceive any reflection of stress or change in staff attitude or characteristics. We must present as normal and not let this potential mishap jeopardise our work so far. I trust everyone to be responsible for their serotonin and dopamine regulation treatments being executed to scrupulous regularity.
Report to the SAINT for any dosage enquiries.
REMEMBER to always be vigilant and report any colleague discrepancies or suspicions to the SAINT.
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ONLY AUTHORISED PERSONNEL TO ACCESS THE FOLLOWING ENTRIES.
Ground staff cannot learn of the recent irregularities in our observations of Emma.
It will only cause hormone level increases to an already stress-exhibiting work force.
Pharmaceutical did not respond to our request. There is no record of this happening prior to the incident of 2024. I am afraid the staff are sensing the shift and compromising Emma’s results. May we consider termination of the current staff fleet? I know thai seems drastic but as of current I cannot come to another conclusion that does not pose any risk to her. We must remember why we started, and more importantly why we need to finish. - M.A.
If I receive another entry coded in your idea of formalities and intellect, I will end your position. I do not need to be patronised with such idiocy and I certainly do not need to be reminded of our cause. I entrusted you with this. Was I wrong to? Because all I have to show for it now is your dwindling failure and these cryptic system entries riddled with your bullshit excuse for ‘scientific reasoning’. We do not need pharmaceutical to back us. Find another way. Figure it out. If Emma fails, it will be your fault and no one elses. - S
I apologise to you, highness. I can only apologise for my recent faults. I will do better. - M.A.
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10/24-B/2080
Emma seems to be receptive to reduced dosage of hydro-proxeine. So far no abnormalities to report. I am seeing confusing data collected from the previous overseer. Their notes are thorough but seem to become nonsensical after 30/23-B/2024.
I will continue to cross-reference previous findings with current and updated dosage monitoring.
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This is not an official report, nor an entry. Last night I was typing up my notes as I have done at the end of every shift since being brought on to this project. I logged that the previous overseer seemed to have become nonsensical towards the end of their period.
After I submitted my entry I closed all programs, as instructed, like everyday. I went to lock the laboratory but reminded myself I hadn’t secured the hydro-proxeine unit. That’s when I found it. At the back of the drawer was a piece of paper, folded four maybe five times over - it just looked like part of plastic that lined the back of the cabinet.
I don’t want to write down exactly what it said in case this is found. I don’t want to jump to conclusions and I don’t want to panic myself, but I fear it could be from the previous overseer. The sudden termination of their post and my replacement of it hadn’t seemed out of the ordinary until now. I don’t know who to trust. The mad scrawlings of a terminated overseer, or SAINT? Worst of all. I believe Emma. Will I eventually too just be the mad scrawlings of myself on a piece of stolen supply paper? No. I told myself I wouldn’t do this. If anybody notices fluctuations in my cognitive pattern I’ll be out quicker than she was.
I need to let Emma out. I will let Emma out. There will be no more ‘thoughts’ on Emma. And if you’re reading this - can you guess?
It’s too late.
