常常觉得人生还是很奇怪的,生下来无所事事,说有目标吧?学习,考大学,找工作,赚钱,结婚,生子,养家糊口,孩子再学习,考大学,找工作,赚钱,结婚,生子,养家糊口......目标简直清晰明确的不得了。说没有目标吧?其实本来就没有目标,可以不学习不考大学不找工作,不进行后续的一系列,因为没有影响,世界不会因为你一个人不遵守这些就停滞不前。

就拿一天来说,后续的事情是摆在那里的,比如你要完成的任务,但是如果任务不紧急,是不是也可以直接什么都不想的玩一天呢?包括去哪里,像我这种目前甚至没有工作的羁绊,只要钱足够,我是不是可以直接去任意一个地方呢?

自由的个体,自由的时间。

现在一上午几乎已经接近尾声了,虽然我有的舍友是在睡梦中度过的。我又开始思考未来的方向了,如果我决心要改变,是不是就可以立即出发了?

Life often feels quite peculiar. You're born with nothing to do, and if you talk about goals? It's study, get into university, find a job, earn money, get married, have children, support the family, then the children study, get into university, find a job, earn money, get married, have children, and support the family... The goals seem incredibly clear and straightforward. Yet, if you say there are no goals? Well, there weren't any to begin with. You could choose not to study, not to go to university, not to find a job, and not follow the series of events that come after, because it wouldn't make a difference. The world won't stop moving forward just because one person decides not to adhere to these norms.

Taking a day as an example, the tasks ahead are set, like the tasks you need to complete. But if the tasks aren't urgent, can't you just spend the day playing without a care in the world? Including deciding where to go, someone like me, without the constraints of work at the moment, could just go anywhere if I have enough money, right?

As a free individual with free time.

Now, the morning is almost over, though some of my roommates have spent it sleeping. I find myself thinking about the direction of my future again. If I decide I want to change, can I just set off immediately?