从今天起，我想在这里记录下我每天的反思，这些反思可能并不会太深刻，只是想写所以就开始写了。
昨天晚上，我读了一本书，关于早起的，但实际上，我其实早就丧失了早起的动力，因为我不知道我应该要做什么，我曾经有一段成功早起的经历，那时候的动力是什么呢？那时候的动力是能得到十块钱，但是现在动力没有了，我也不知道要学习什么技能，要阅读什么图书。
我们都知道早起的重要性，有人说早起真正的价值就是，在那段安静的时间里，当世界都在沉睡，而你却完全掌控了一切。但我，不知道该掌控什么。
尽管如此，今早我还是在早上七点多起床了，我懒得吃早饭，直接背着电脑来到了图书馆，早起其实应该至少心情是愉悦的，但是我今天一大早就干了两件错事，这让我的心情并不是十分的愉悦。
昨晚想给今天定下一个完美的计划，比如早上来到图书馆看看书，写一下反思，整理一下资料，最重要的是一个有一个抽奖活动可以去进行。
于是今天早上的我做了什么呢？我想要参加抽奖活动，然后花了不到半个小时搞清楚了规则，但是发现我的邮箱和钱包绑定出现了错误，而我原本的邮箱里面的资产取不出来，新的邮箱里绑定了我的钱包，要想取消钱包的绑定需要15天，而抽奖我一刻都不想等了。当时其实已经感觉很糟糕了，但是还有解决的办法-我将错就错的进行了抽奖。我迎来了下一个错误，就像一个谎言要用千万个谎言来弥补，我不知道我今天的错误需要用多少的将错就错才能补回来。
第二件错事就是昨天我购买的NFT其实是错误的，有人故意发布了同名的NFT来混淆视线，于是我购买了，并且认为这个NFT就是真的，然后还拉上了我的两个朋友，当然，最后的结果是我们三个全都是大怨种，今天抽奖扫描不到NFT才知道是买到了假的，这让我的心情更加的糟糕。（毕竟谁一大早做错两件事心情都不会太美好）
错了的就错了吧，只能说下次引以为戒，这次牺牲的总体来说还不到一百块，还在能够接受的范围内，也算是小成本试错了。
接下来，我去跑了两圈，至少是冷静了，心态平稳了下来，于是现在的我坐在了这里继续进行我的计划——每日反思计划。感谢这两件错事，让我的收获增加了，希望明天的我能够继续坚持下去，加油。
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English translation
Starting today, I want to use this space to record my daily reflections. These may not be particularly profound, but I feel an urge to write, so I’ve decided to begin.
Last night, I read a book about waking up early. However, I’ve actually lost the motivation to wake up early because I don’t know what I should be doing. I had a period when I successfully woke up early, and the drive back then was earning ten dollars. Now, that drive is gone, and I’m unsure about what skills to learn or what books to read.
We all know the importance of waking up early. Some say the true value of waking up early is having complete control during that quiet time when the rest of the world is still asleep. But I don’t know what I should take control of.
Despite this, I still managed to wake up past seven this morning. I skipped breakfast, grabbed my laptop, and came straight to the library. Waking up early should at least bring some joy, but I made two mistakes early this morning, which didn’t put me in the best of moods.
Last night, I wanted to set a perfect plan for today, like reading at the library, writing reflections, organizing some materials, and most importantly, participating in a lottery event.
So what did I do this morning? I wanted to join the lottery, and it took me less than half an hour to understand the rules, but then I realized there was a mistake with my email and wallet bindings. The assets in my original email couldn’t be withdrawn, and my new email was linked to my wallet. To cancel the wallet binding, it would take 15 days, but I didn’t want to wait a moment for the lottery. Feeling awful already, I decided to carry on with the mistake and participate in the lottery anyway. This led to another error. Just like how one lie requires a thousand more to cover it up, I don’t know how many wrong turns I’ll need to correct the mistakes I made today.
The second mistake was buying an NFT yesterday that turned out to be a fake. Someone deliberately released a counterfeit with the same name, and I fell for it. I even involved two friends, and the three of us ended up being the victims. It wasn’t until the lottery scan couldn’t detect the NFT that I realized it was a fake, which further dampened my mood. (After all, who would be in a good mood after making two mistakes first thing in the morning?)
What’s done is done. I can only learn from this experience and move on. The loss this time is still within an acceptable range, not exceeding a hundred dollars, so it’s a small price to pay for learning a lesson.
Afterward, I went for a couple of runs to calm down and stabilize my mood. Now, I’m sitting here, continuing with my plan—the daily reflection routine. I’m grateful for these mistakes, as they’ve added to my growth. I hope I can continue to persevere tomorrow. Keep going.
