In fact, when we come to see this matter, we can enjoy what you said about your efforts, but after working hard for so long, you are still at such an early stage.
If you want to refute, there is still a chance, but in this posture, the chance of winning may be smaller.
But these things are never careless. These small aspects, whether they are large or small, seem to have no simple relationship with you.
If you want to stick to this thing from the beginning, it is not impossible. You can go to a higher and well-known university to study for a few years, and then you will become something else when you come back. Obviously you will not be who you are now. Maybe There will be more culture, more content, and enough literacy.
Of course, it can also be made textured.