I really feel that I can no longer waste time in that state.
Although it is said that such an obvious state is the best opportunity, if you are not careful, you can be full of hugs.
You can only understand it if you truly experience it.
The ideal is very pagelike, the reality is very skinny.
I think it was really the results accumulated bit by bit in the beginning, and I finally reached a state that made me very happy, but I accidentally slipped and fell down somewhere.
All the efforts I made before were just like a joke, and I felt like I wasted a lot of time, and my whole mental state was also affected.