Sometimes, just sometimes
I wish I didn't read so much.
My so much isn't as much as some people's much
But all the much I read makes me ache-
Ache in parts of my heart I wish remained undiscovered.
Sometimes, just sometimes
I don't think I like reading too much.
Cause it makes me yearn for things that
I deem, I presume, I know-
To be far from reality.
But I can't stop and I hate it
But I dont want to stop
Cause these books,
These billion combinations of 26 alphabets
Carefully arranged by miracle minds from across the globe,
Makes me believe in more.
Makes me believe-
In a love that's so excrutiatingly beautiful that
You fall for the magic of life!
And a life that's so exhaustingly incidental that you can't help falling in love with living!!
It gives me hope and a little more.
It tells me tales of everyday nuances that scream extraordinary,
That I spend my days searching for the ordinaries that make my everydays an exhilarating experience.
It leaves me aching and yearning
But it leaves me whole-
And in search,
Cause there's always more.