I once spent a long time polishing my cultural skills very well, but my whole person has changed, and my writing has also changed.

Now even if I want to go back to the way I was before, it becomes impossible for her.

I didn’t cherish so many opportunities before me, and now I have no chance to make up for them even when there are good opportunities. The problem is that there is no chance now. If I still have to waste time and effort trying to recall it, I can only feel so uncomfortable and heartbroken.

Why should I make those endless memories?